finally finally, the first and the MOST stressful week of the Os is over! woohoo! i've survived, barely though. geography was the most disastrous paper lo! it was so ridiculous. who will expect plate tectonics will be together with weathering! omg.
on a brighter note, most of the major papers are over, what's waiting for me in the upcoming two weeks, are just physics and ss, which really need alot of studying. actually i'm quite in the 'over-Os' mood alr. lol.
wish me luck for exams! =D
&still trying to find a happy ending
we've graduated. that's fast. just gotta accept it, although till now i can't feel much change yet, cos we are still going back school together. but the ceromony was really damn saddening. i can't stop crying when we were all singing the school song
loudly together. i bet it was our first and last time to sing it
that loud. kind of shocking. lol. i was never so interested in presentations and speeches until ytd. i just can't stop crying.
after graduation ceromony went to NYJC and AJC open house. NY's was not bad,at least it was lively and entertaining as compared to AJC's! the campus looked and was much much much better than AJ's. AJ's campus was quite dull, and it made me feel so stressful. and i seriously think that AJ should build more lights! the school was so dark and i felt that we were underground or in a cave la!
then went back to school for night study! and i had my first 'reunion dinner' with 4e3! we ate 'zhu chao' together, and it was so fun. they guys ordered the food for 15 mins! lol. they can compete with girls at bargaining and 'jin jin ji jiao'ing lo. haha. studied in school after that. studied for 2 hours and we have a break of 30 mins. =D really enjoyed myself, and studying has never been so fun. we got to talk and play with each other! slept at 3, and the guys played game (PS2, is it?) till morning. siao eh. haha.
so much fun, and i hope we can have such activities again! i'll really miss all of you. =D and pictures from graduation, i'll post when the others upload them!
&still trying to find a happy ending
time flies, and tmr will be the official last day for my secondary school life. it means that i won't be able to spend as much time with them like always, and i won't be able to see them so often anymore. although i know we'll be able to meet up and hang around, the feelings will no longer be the same.
these four years really passed so fast, and i didn't realise till last week when i got to know about graduation day tmr. i've been getting real emo this two weeks, and i can't stop crying. i just can't stop thinking about it in class, especially when napok and yemin actually fought and quarrelled in class today. was upset about it, but i didn't feel so strongly till eugene actually whispered to me:
last day alr, still like that.that line really hit me lo, and started to tear all of a sudden. i really miss my class, though i don't really socialize. i can't bear to leave my friends, my class or even the school. i just can't bring myself to believe, tmr's the
last.
having Os stress and all these strong emotions, just don't help to make me feel better. no studying for today, i'll give myself a break, to refresh all those wonderful memories. life wouldn't have been the same without all of you.
&still trying to find a happy ending
i found that i can't study beyond 4 hrs per day. any more than that, i can't absorb anything anymore. life's really crap now, with so many subjects to study and so many problems arising. i just hope 'O's can be over quickly.
going study with the girls tmr. all the best to me =D
&still trying to find a happy ending